A POST DEDICATED TO QINGGG
oh qingggg
i luv ya so much
when i read ur post i juz cried
and i dun noe why
guess i have been trying to tell myself that it is time to let go
time to stop thinking bout my times with ak
time to start embracing my life at yj
but i cant qinggg
no matter how hard i try, i cant seem to stop myself frm thinking bout u and times we had
and thats when i wan to go back to sec 4.
see qinggg the thing is no matter wad jc u are in, no matter wad kind of person u are,
it really doesnt matters,i luv ya for wad u are now, in the past and future
no matter how diff u change or how u treat me, it doesnt matters at the end of the day u are still my special bestie the one i noe i can rely on when i need someone.
qinggg,it remains the same no matter wad happens or how u change or even if u kicked me away,
i will still be there for u and i will support u no matter wad.
i will hear u stand by u be there for you. any probs u can be sure i will be there for u.
babe,u dun have to thank me. this is wad besties do. and wad i do with no hestitation.
and u are my closest bestie no matter wad.
no matter how hard i try,i cant find another fren like u the truth is u have becum irreplaceable in my heart.
i cant juz shut u out coz it hurts.
u told me last yr dun trust u too much
but the ting is i have alrdy open my whole heart to u.
i cant shut it up.
i cant forget all the times i had with u.
i cant forget u.
i cant bear the fact that we will drift apart.
cor me stupid or too emotional.
the fact is u have alrdy been in my heart for so long it cant be digged up
whether u forget me or not, the fact stays the same
nth will change, i will still be there for u.
not physically maybe but emotionally,mentally,supporting u in wadeva u do.
my shoulders, hands and ears are specially for u.
i dun need a word of thankz i juz need ur smile .
if u are happy so am i.
it u r sad,i am sad too.
u can be the most idiotic and stupid and worst person in the world
but still u are my bestie and this will neva change.
sure pple change and maybe our frenship will neva be the same
but it really doesnt matters
coz i am alrdy very happy that i have met u and have u as a fren a bestie.
i am really glad that i have ak
ak is irreplaceable in my hear
god i really wan hug u qingg i wan to tell u that everything is ok and fine and will remain the same.
i miz ak so much
is becos of whu u are qinggg thats why i luv ya...and i wont change u for anything for anything in the world
u are juz too damn special.
no matter whther u have change or not, it does not at all matters
i luv ya for whu u are.
and i thank u qingg for tolerating me when i am annoying irritating and being stupid.
so no matter wad probs u have no matter wad time,u can count on me to be there for u.
u pull me out of my rut,i give u my whole heart.
thats wad besties are for qinggg
really.
and what i willl be whenever u need me.