haiz
i just came back from choir practice....so damn tired
i finished choir at 730pm every friday
omg i am gonna faint soon
i am so damn tired by the time i finished my choir prac like now
and i cant get out of choir
the teacher says becoz i was previously frm choir
so????!!!!
arghhh
i juz wan try other cca like odac...
i dun wan to commit myself to music my whole life
is damn boring then
i cant do anything other than choir
and i cant catch up
i am so damn slow
ahhhh
this week is so damn tired
lectures hwk tutorials
next week:tests.
wah i found that my classmates in history like beryl and ritash is so damn strong
so scary i feel like i am so damn weak in history all of a sudden
and history is supposed to be my best subject since sec sch...
haiz
the classmates in my new class 122 is ok i guess
i tok to some before but the others i neva even speak to them at all
nvm still have 2 more yrs...
i am drowning in my studies
dun seem to understand my chem and bio
and now i have choir on my mind
hmmm....
yesterday was fun
juz sit and tok with him
i neva see him for like 4 or 5 days?
haha
so gt him out to chat
he cum frm all the way frm jurong to amk at nite
haha
i feel so damn bad that he has to travel so long distance
then we did nth except tok and tok and tok
as if we haven been toking every single night
lol...
too much to tok .....
and i keep on getting so tickled that i cant stop laughing yesterday
pple were like staring at me as if i was mad
so dl....
too bad that i am home so late today...
cant go out
but nvm there is tmr
haha...i gonna catch the new horror movie dorm...
or v for vendetta maybe?
actually i like to juz sit and tok
haha
ok i am going a little crazy today
haiz
i noe i am sumtimes quite frustrated
but i really dun mean it vann
really
is juz that i feel so alone and lost sometimes
and i really dun understand ur behaviour sometimes too
but i dun mean anything
and i am not angry with u
really
i cant stay angry at u
one look at ur face i will start smiling and laughing
and stop asking me to go anywhere without u
u noe i wont leave u to be alone
except for lectures of coz
haha...
and i hart ya so much vann dun say i neva hart ya
XNN HART VANN!!!!
see van?
lol...
and of coz i hart ya too mister...
ciao...
Frenz foreva, ak....
ps.i am so happy that huimin and qinggg sms me haha.