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Monday, March 13, 2006
@ 6:12:00 AM

i dun noe wad am i tinking....
really
i am sad everyday
really sad
i could not tok...
could not slp
haiz
i tink i am dying
really dying
everyday to me is juz like nth
i feel that i am in a rut
no one there to pull me up,
to reassure me that everything is fine,
to give me a hug.
there is simply no one in sight.
i am so lost
so so lost
tears keep dripping down
i dun noe how to stop it
i dun even noe why i cry
thats the best part
i am really in depression
and i dun noe why
maybe one day i am able to let go and let it be like qinggg
but now i cant no matter how hard i tried
my heart juz wont budge
it juz stubbornly stays there
i neva cry before so much in my life
not during sec school life
but now is diff
somehow i realise no matter how wonderful me life is now in yj
i still wan my sec 4 life back
no matter how good and wonderful my yj frenz are and i mean it
i still wan my ak back
no matter how much i tried to forget i still rmb everything
i cant stop my heart
my heart aches with no reason
i am so damn tired...............

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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
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