ok i am so bored....
so hear me rant
mycousin was saying that i am too soft and easily influenced by pple
coz i agree with wad pple says sometimes
but wad i was trying to do is juz to avoid more arguements
if it is something simple as deciding where to eat or what to eat of coz i go with the majority
but like big matters then is different
i will decide on my own....
i am quite blur sometimes
when pple tok i have to tink twice before knowing what they are saying
wad it is cor is wols
something qing is coring me as
haha
i dun mind
seriously i miz qing's teasings
bout my height and everything
i juz miz not toking to her
not being with ak during my many breaks
it suckz
no matter how many frenz i have in yjc
maybe when time goes by ak may not be that strong or close anymore
whu noes?
but i juz will have to thank god that at least i have dis grp of frenz thru my sec life
one i can trust and rely on when nth works for me
one whom i love to hang out with
one whom i enjoy every moment with and makes my life in sec sch so wonderful
so i have tons of memories now with ak
our first movie trip to watch 8 legged freaks at sun plaza
my trips to lib with xiangling and joyce chin
going to huimin hse to do projects
hanging out with them
my cycling trip with ak
my loads of movie trips with them like i not stupid too,samara,mr and mrs smith,coach carter,harry potter,
acacia,the grudge,and loads and loads
my trip to east coast park with them
our bdae celebrations
the time we make cake for van and qing
the amksian family day where all of us were wet
i can neva forget them
and also the neoprints and pics we took
these are beautiful memories
so when one fine day when our frenship turns stale and it eventually cease to exists
i can look back to these memories
and reminsce them and noe that i have a fruitful sec sch life
yeah frenz may not be with us foreva
but they leave behind memories that will be with us foreva
and thats wad frenz are ,pple that leave footprints in our life
now a new life in a different jc awaits for me
one jc different frm my closest besties
i do noe that no matter how hard i tried things will change somehow
and i cant stop it no matter how
but i juz hope that one final day when our frenship cease to exists and i meet my closest besties on streets
we would smile warmly to each other and not ignore or pretend not to see
this is my decision not to be in same jc as my besties
and is final
nothing can change my mind
and my frenship with them will be further apart
but i wil stand by my decision
and hold on to my besties as much as i can
ak is alwaes a part of my life......
nothing will eva change that fact
and i thank ak for leaving me memories that i will alwaes rmb.....