so being the start of school.
the first sem of the year.

i told myself i am going to study as much as hard as possible.

and then i keep doing stupid things.
like laughing for no reason at all.
giggling and laughing like mad.

i think its the strepsils, the alcohol in it.
have been sick these days,
flu, sore throat, a bit of cough.
viruses always attack me:(

so the strepsils make me extremely high.
i was talking in weird lang to my mum,
laughing and giggling at nothing.
walking around and round.
hopping around even.
and to think its not exams yet leh.
oh man

HAPPPY BELATED BDAY POP!
lol random.

tried my best to finish one chapter of my textbook,
to be prepared ma for lecture.
but i cant.
finish i mean, cant finish.
sian.

rmb i said i am never going to touch history again?
haha i forgot about that.
went to take history of china.
which is very coincidentally the same with what i learn in jc history.
and i threw my notes away leh.
SHIT.
any historians who haven threw away their notes?
lol i dont even know who will read this.
HAHA.
i presume my 222 history buddies, namely ritty, jh and beryl would have thrown it away.
bad memories ma, better threw away.
HAHA.
cannot forget my expression after finishing that bloody alevel history paper.
classic.

now to think back,
i couldnt rmb anything i have learned lo or memorised, seems to be a more suitable word.
what kashmir, what arab, what pakistan, what religious fundamentalism.
LOL
2 freaking years of trying so hard to cram so much in,
being so depressed and upset over the lack of results.
going mad and kee siao over it.
trying so hard to pon lectures, tutorials, asp
dont do hwk, play countdown during block test.
praying so damn hard, spotting qns,
and THEN!
BOOM! CANNOT RMB ANYTHING.
seriously wasting so much time.
but then ITS THE A'S.
right?


and then now, MUST START ALL OVER AGAIN.
oh my god now i wish i paid more attention to it that time.
i skipped the whole chapter on that i think in jc.
cos its just too much.
history notes, i need. Badly.


have been waking up early
like last time i would wake up at 11 or 12.
now i wake up at 8 plus.
see la, my habits become weirder.

i want my jc sleeping habits leh.
LOL


okay i got to start studying soon.
better now than never.
come on, motivate me.
LOL.

okay bye.
hey 222, meet up soon leh(:
loves.