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Thursday, September 25, 2008
@ 10:25:00 PM

i am irritated
disappointed.

you know,
if i dont care or bothers,
then i wont be disappointed.
but then, who can be not bothered.


its
i dont want to feel this way.
but its like

there are so many feelings right now,
but i dont want to elaborate, cos i got no words for them.


maybe i should start thinking the other way.
start making plans for myself.
waiting and waiting,
its stupidly dumb, and ridiculous.



this holidays
should be where i got to chill out with my friends.
guess not.
its a week
where i finally understood many things,
and let go of things.

and i promised that i will never be allowing myself to feel disappointed again.

you give your time, your heart out.
but dont necessary mean others might do it too.

about
you think you know me.


XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.