i am damn freaking full.
think i probably gained like 5 kg just now.
just lookng at the amount of chocolate i ate.

went celebrating xl birthday yesterday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!(:
at marche
where she treated us.
and her bf.
it was fun.

i have like 12 more eps to go for ISWAK
meaning i watched 18 eps in like 2 or 3 days.
smart huh.


buffet-ed just now
with my fammmmily.
and i am like super full
and bloated.
all the food, chocolate
icecream, cakes
there was a chocolate fondue!
i pretty much stuck with it the whole night
(:

i cant move now.

and i am not feeling great at all.

and i hate my dreams.
okay more of nightmares, mini nightmares.
and why am i dreaming of people whom i gotten upset about before,
or whom i disliked.
damn nugget.

makes me so irrritated when i woke up.
i am like " wth."

and i dont want dont want school to start.
dont know why, just hate it.

i am very tired.
and i slept like dont knw how many hours a day.


you know.
if you make me angry and pissed at you,
i can hold that grudge for as long as you can think.
i just realised it.
because i still frown when i saw that person, anywhere, friendster, msn.
and then yah, why am i still having that person on my friendster and msn, because i feel bad if i deleted it.
but that doesnt mean i forgot about it all.

anyway i am just anshuang when i see that person getting upset or having some *ahem* problems.
i never once said i am a kind hearted person.
lol.


i wanted to watch the Dark Knight.
cos it sounds interesting.
but but there is one big problem.
the Joker.
:(
i am scared of clowns.
and the joker looks like a clown
(or it is a clown?)
and i probably would have nightmares if i watch it.

i dont know why
but clowns have always been a problem for me since like when i was young.
i was always crying when i saw clowns when i was young.
and then shuddering when i saw them now.
but thats not like common sight anymore, thank god.
i only saw once at vivo when i was with nat claud ritty beryl kris vann after that chalet
and its like woah scary.

maybe its cos they are like heavily make-up
thick layers of colours, paints.
like unrecognisable when they are without the paints.
they looked and felt eerie to me.
like as if they were hiding some scary things.
and cos of that, i totally hate circuses.
they are way too creepy for me.
lucky singapore dont have.

i was even scared of santa claus when i was young.
i dont know why.
i think i am scared of those who dont show their faces.
haha.

but i want to watch Dark Knight.
maybe i can hide my face when the Joker comes out.
but then the Joker like the main cast leh.
which means most of the scenes have him:(

and i hate spiders.
i dreamt of them last last night
and i totally woke up in fear.
nugggggggget.
i even checked my bed for spiders after i woke up.
HAHA.

okay i am damn tired.