kris replied me
" u accompany the guys go botak ah."
hhah
anyway i still dont like it
cos its short
shorter than any hair i had in yjc.
hurhur

all my fault for cutting it.
watched the hairdresser today
and it looks fun
haha like cut hair blow hair rebond hair
looks damn fun
hair dresser doesnt sound bad
but then again, who would want me to cut.
i so super blur
cfm cut wrong length de or wrong style.
haha

had a typical xinyi day
eat
sleep
watch tv
eat again.
nth much to do at home
go out? no moolah
vann is out.
dont feel like going out.
not sayng that i miss sch
but miss the feeling bah
like attending lessons
then play bingo( i can still rmb the maths asp haha)
sleep(chem lectures)
trying hard to slp but its hard when u have someone there to stop you from doing that( the infamous history lectures and asp)
keeping fully alert and think of answers in advance( thats gp lessons duh.:D)
all the stories mdm tay tell us.

ok basically i just miss all the things that are not supposed to be done
haha


i came up with damn a lot of things to do
if i cant find a job:

first up, i want to learn how to bake
and that can be settled thru my dear fellow virgoian, claud.
haha i suddenly want to bake
cookies brownies
cake.
for christmas!
my ppg kris claud shall eat those okay?
haha
and no, wont get food poisoning

then i wan to learn to roller blade
haha i also dont know why
got the urge
but i think i will probably get myself hurt brusied cut
before i can master
and thats like not guranteed that i will master
i feel 20 times when i ice skate( no, i am so not kidding, cos the moment i let go of the railing, wham* i fell)
and i didnt manage to learn
except came back with bruised back sore butt

i want to change my phone
haha
ok thats not wad i can do.
cos the moolah came from my dad
:)
so yah change

make my hair grow longer and faster?
when i was young, i hate to wash hair
like i hate the feeling of closing my eyes then the water coming down.
from my head
i feel damn..insecure HAHA i dont know why
keep thinking someone is going to attack me when i closed my eyes.
lol.
so my mum lied to me
i wanted long hair
she said wash hair makes hair grow longer and faster.
and me dumb until cannot dumb
happily let her wash my hair without kicking up a fuss.
wah cheat my feelings.

i am like freaking weird
like how i need my bed to be in correct order before i can sleep
my soft toys to be in the correct position.
and my food to be eaten in the precise order.

and i am freakng scared of clowns
haha
cos they look weird to me
all colours
and damn bright and thick makeup
i keep thinking they are badguys
and i am still scared of them up til now.
i rmb seeing some stupid tapes in kindergarten
and then got clowns
and wah i gt nightmares for dont know how many days
and i was damn scared of dark
when young.
haah.


ok i am typing randomly again.

shall go and be a pig
eat:D