ok seriously this week is the most horrible week i had gone through my whole jc life
i dont know
how anyone ca be so bloody insensitive
bloody irritating at times
bloody not even giving a damn about people's feelings
thinking that it is soo NATURAL to give in to them
thats damn bloody fucking not true
and it irks people so much that when everything starts exploding
it will end up in a huge disaster
trusts me, dont end up that way
u know
wadever i have been saying
it doesnt seem to work AT ALL
cos those people dont even give a damn care

oh yah
and this issue
u know
inlife, u dont go ard guessing wad pple may think of you
simply put, u dont deliberately change yourself to make pple likes u more
or makes pple tink wad a nice person u are
u dont do that
in life, u shldnt care too much bout wad pple tinks of u
u make the right decisions, u do the right things.
thats it
u dont actually go thinking like if i do this will i be hated more or if i dont do this or just follow will i be liked more
that kind of life is not worth living at all
please jump
lol
dont guess
waste brain cells
waste time (go study promos)lol
bottom line: dont do guessing or do things to make people like YOU
its kind of fake

i have been kinda really annoyed these few days
a lot of crap going on
first i feel like my bestie has been snatched
and I DOONT LIKE IT ONE BIT
not that i am possessive
but well
my tolerance always had a limit
so please watch out for that
DONT SNATCH MY VANN AWAY
lol
i am not lesbian though
just love my bestie a lot
enough to be really pissed when people start taking her for granted and bullying her making her not very happy
lets just say u mess with my bestie u mess with me too so yeah do watch ur tail
cos i swear i wont be nice when i am angry
no limits at all
lol
one thing please, u dont do things to people when they dont like it at all
one thing i noted frm my 5 yrs with vann:
she DONT like people to PUSH her HEAD
yeah something i learned frm my first knowing her in sec 1
i also dont like btw
lol
and well i dont like my bestie to be scolded for everything single thing
and for purposely putting her down for YOUR own means
saying her mean for not doing this
saying her bad for doing that
ITS JUST FOR YOUR OWN BLOODY SAKE
so really
stop it
before people start boycotting you
but seriously, dont want to hurt anyone
especially like now
since well i am not in my best mood
soo dont wan to start anything


nobodyin the world is perfect seriously.
yet, nobody can get away with not being perfect and purposely continue to do so or in fact denying.
i am doing some deep thinking
bottom line: dont pissed me off
LOL
toodles
:DD