i give up
really
vann u speak everything in my mind
is frenz really the way i noe them
not mbc...
i dun noe
i wen to aj choir last nite
so much fun
is the part of who i am with that is fun
whenever i am with ak..i feel so lively and free
so so happy
nothing is draining me of my energy
i am so full of energy
that kind of feeling i only had it with ak
and yah mbc
i really miz them loads
if i can choose, i will turn back the time and resit o levelz...
as long as i am with ak
i noe that i am safe and they will take away all my problems and worries
and i miz them now
last nite as i sit in the hall of sch
i really feel like giving all up
no matter wad or hw much i do
it juz adds up to nothing
nth at all
i feel so damn hurt and disappointed last nite
small thing maybe
but i am sensitive
very
and i feel hurt
so i did sth i am not supposed to do
i dun even noe that
i feel terrible
i cried in the hall
whenever i am sad, i lie on ak
i dun even have to care
now? i dun noe wad to do
i feel extremely lost
helpless
all i noe is i feel hurt very till now i still do
very
maybe i shld not even care
like vann says dun care lah
but i noe she cares and i too
i really wan to sit in a corner and cry
and yah maybe i juz give up coz i am very tired..
vann, help me to give up...
i miz my ak.....
nth i do can bring back the times i had with them