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Sunday, November 07, 2004
@ 3:00:00 PM
okay i decided to do a self reflection on this year......
since school ended.....
okay where do i start..
from my life ......
i had a fruitful life this year.....
had choir camp in march, which is fun and awesome though there were tough practices..
preparing for my choir concert wich is in august... quite tough.but really meaningful especially i had to graduate next year... nothing changed a lot... same school...same cca....the only thing tat is different is probabaly my class and my frenz....somehow i realise that i grown...along with my frenz...i grown mature....but lost that seriousness in me...come to think of it... it probably caused my poor results...but nevamind....i promised to work hard next year....the o level year...coool isn't it.....my circle of frenz widened from huimin and vanessa they all to new choir juniors to new choir members like elias...to new classmates....
a new knowledge too....got to noe more about myself......and knowing tat i need a break from my daily routine and my habits....
about myself this year.......
yeah i grown not taller maybe.... but a little crappy this year...a little angrier...and blow up my temper not juz once(to those i blow up to i am sorry).... had more arguements with my frenzzz...whom i love them so much and dun noe wat to do without them... so really a big thanks for the frenz who accompany me through this year without being fed up with me....i luv all of you....i have got a new learning of life from my fren...life isn't juz about results and is about a lot of things....thanz elias for teaching me tat and cheering me up when i am upset about my results....choir was really fun apart from the practices.. but i can get away from the busy life i had and get invloved in music....nothing interests me more than music...and music is the only thing i can be free in....guess life is beautiful...and my frenz are too...though i may get annoyed at them from teasing me that i am short....but nothings probably annoy me more than my results........
results......
wat can i say?? it is really bad i noe.... but i did my best and strived with my might....guess it did not turn out the way i like it to be....but forget it....it is not worth thinking back....i have learned that one should not regret on the decisions made...or look back too much....one should carry on with life but with different goals and perspective....so as i always say...i promise that i will do much better for next year....i swear.....
frenz.....
wat can i say about my frenz....
they are great....maybe not the perfect frenz in the world....but i can't do without them.....tat is the point.... i luv my frenz a lot...they annoy me sometimes but they do make me laugh when i am down.....and cheer me up....haha....though i may be crappy sometimes and unreasonable i juz want to tell my frenz that i really treasure them a lot and appreciate wateva they done for me....muackz.....(this is to all my frenz...moutain tortoise sotong xiang ling panda brown joyce chin)i noe i am being a little weird here but nvm......
i still luv music a lot.......bought a lot of cds...listen to music when i am free...but guess i should put more time on my studies....music is my life tat will probably neva change...when i am down...i noe tat i can always count on music n my frenz to put me back to normal...so thankz to the pple who listen to me when i crapped out to you make a difference in my life if you dun noe tat........
so i luv my life........
a lot really........
and i believe tat my life will continue to be beautiful and lovely.........
okay i finish ........a little mushy i noe......but that is truely my thoughts...haha
nitez everyone
muackz......to all my frenz...
luv you all my frenz.......
PEace
AMen
God bless...............
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you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(:
about
you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(: